First day..

Today...

I am sending my kids to the babysitter....It kinds of worry..many thoughts across in my mind.....

Can they adopt this new environment..

Can they behave..

Is the babysitter treat them well?..

Or...

Is my wife starting cry upon sending them...

emmmphh.. can't really see her tears drop..

Late afternoon, I fetched them.. I asked the kakak.. How were Areena and Amsyar doing? Emmpph.. Areena, as usual, has her own ideas and actively climbing and do something that she likes.. She was trying to be a leader..One time, she turned the TV off as her friends( another kids that kakak babysits as well) sleep...but.. Areena didnt... Emmmphh.. ( I think Areena bored, all this while.. she watches barney.like everyday..but today..no barney maa.) of course she bored... Areena... Let me pesan to you... We cant get what we posses now at another set of environment.. So you have to be grateful what you earn, nak

Amsyar...emmpph, he is, like always, rolling again n again(wonder.. when will he start crawling..huhuhu)...But the kakak could not hold Amsyar for a quite long... to berat for her...hehehe..Kakak..sorry for that feeling...

During back home, I was thinking... one day my kids will leave me and they have to face their own life, one day, they will get marry, set up their own new family..so, I think this is the first step for me to adapt this kind of situation.. The word can decribe.. sacrifice ..it's symbol of love and courage..